Although my philosophy in life is never to look back and have regrets on doing things, in the past I have wished that I never gave up two things as a young child. Firstly, giving up learning Chinese at a very young age, which I am now rectifying in studying at SOAS’s weekend Mandarin course, and the second, giving up the piano.
I had made a promise to myself before that I’d try to always learn something new. Having given up a musical instrument, my life agenda would be to take one up again. Yesterday, a freak piece of luck gave me a shove in the right direction.
For the last year, I’ve been going to Stompin’, a weekly event which the London Swing Dance Society organises, featuring Lindy Hop dance classes and a live band to follow. It’s been good fun and I’m okay at it now. Can’t be so flashy as to do lifts and jumps with a partner, but at least I can dance. Has even come in useful with the weddings I attended last year!
Yesterday (Easter Monday) though, they had a special occasion. They were running a charity raffle in which the top prize was a guitar. Which I won. Well, it’s a lot better than the only other thing I’ve won in a raffle and that was a CD of an unknown German choir. Not surprisingly I was absolutely thrilled with my new prize.
As I had to go to my parents last night to return my mum’s car which I borrowed for the weekend, I had to carry my new guitar on the Tube. On my fairly dull journey (not brightened up by the fact that it was extended by a person under a train on the Piccadilly Line), thoughts ran through my head. Did people who saw me think I was a musician, maybe a busker. There was a feeling that I could get up and start swinging it around, singing I Have Confidence like Maria von Trapp from The Sound of Music. Ok, maybe it wouldn’t have been very much like Maria von Trapp, Julie Andrews or Connie Fisher, but still, the thought ran through my mind.
So what next to do. Well, I might start to learn to play from a few books and DVDs to start with, and then take lessons once my next Mandarin lesson run ends in the summer. But whatever I do, I doubt that I’ll get to Antonio Forcione’s ability to play the guitar, just like I’m not going to be a great public speaker in Mandarin, but who knows, maybe I might eventually be able to combine the two and do a karaoke performance in Mandarin and know how to play the chords as well.
Footnote: Just to let you all know, on a more serious note, that the charity raffle was in aid of Cancer Research UK. Not surprisingly, Cancer Research UK has been a charity I have continually supported a very long time (the other being Unicef), and I have decided to make a donation the equivalent value of the guitar to the charity.